The idea in me story

I had this idea in me. 

About things that i'm so passionate about. 

Thing is, when something got stuck in my head, its nearly impossible to get it out. 

From just a simple idea, come a few other ideas to make things work. 

I got this overflowing ideas in my head right now. 

But then...

Sigh. 

The barang baby story

Salam and hi :)

Dear baby, mommy tengah tengok list barang untuk awak ni. Banyak tau nak kena beli ni sayang. Mommy risau mommy kurang iman je nak beli macam-macam nanti, hihi. 

Moga Allah permudahkan, ye sayang?

The kicking story

Assalamualaikum and hi :)

How are you doing in there, dear baby?

Its been 20 weeks now, and finally mommy started to feel you kicking. Alhamdulillah. 

Bangun pagi, mommy dah rasa blob blob dalam perut, but i guess it was just my hungry tummy. Then after breakfast, i can feel like someone is scratching from the inside. Mommy and daddy went to watch need for speed later on, then head back home. 

Balik umah, seronok golek2 then mommy called daddy, suh tengok perut sebab mommy rasa cam pelik. Then it happens, perut nampak berombak. Weee. U are kicking!!

Be safe and strong inside sayang. Mommy and daddy love you much. 

The woke up story

At 3 in the morning, i woke up and coudn't go back to sleep. Its been a few days now. Not that i had enough sleep in the afternoon. 

I should go and recite quran huh? Lazy me malas betul nak bangun T_T

The pregnancy hormones talking story

I feel tired. 

I dont feel pretty, i feel bloated. 

Mommy dont blame you son, nor did mommy being ungrateful. 

I am just tired, and people dont understand. 

I cannot do much work. I cant eat whatever i want. I have to catch up with hospital appointments. I have to remember to eat vitamins and medication everyday. 

I have a constant back pain. Im constipated. I always have a nose bleed. 

I know, after all the pain, i will have you dear. I just dont want to be alone in this. 

Give mommy a kiss to get me through all this, will ya? 

The post minum air gula story

Assalam and hi :)

Went to my usual monthly checkup yesterday along with minum air gula process. 

And guess what. My sugar content was at 8. Hewhewhew. 

Too badddd. I am officially gestational diebetic. 

And for the following months, i have to be careful of my daily sugar intake. 

For the 1st day after the checkup, i think i'm on the verge of failing. Pagi tadi dah makan biskut tiger. Then during breakfast i behave sikit, amek horlick kosong and bihun. Then at 12 noon, lapar balik so makan lunch. Still behaving as i took small portion of rice only. Buttttt, someone bring over moist choc cake at the office. And there goes my diet. 

Sigh. 

Mommy will try again tomorrow, son. InsyaAllah. 

The Boboy #1 Story

Dear Boboy, 

Mommy went for monthly checkup just now, along with minum air gula and scan. Daddy couldnt come as he has to take care of your paksu Haziq, he was admitted with dengue last saturday. 

But guess what dear baby. Mommy know that you're a boy! InsyaAllah, doctor can see your birdie but mommy cant. Hihi. The scanner resolution was very poor, all i can see is your heart, your tummy, your head and your tulang peha. 

Alhamdulillah. 

Mommy and daddy hope you are growing up well.